Everyone needs an anonymous world where they can type whatever they want for whatever reason, it’s time to start blogging again because god knows I need it.
This has been the work week of my life, I haven’t been able to stop crying and I can’t even bring myself to type the reason for it, because somehow it will make it more real if I do. Plus there is the added precaution that someone I know might see it and know everything shit. I swear to god, if time doesn’t heal this, I can’t handle it much longer. But I have learnt one thing from this experience and you don’t even have to understand what I’m going through to hear this piece of information: people suck. Sure, I love most of my family an friends but you get that one that fucks you over so bad that it makes you lose faith in the entire human race, because everyone is selfish. I hope to god time heals this outlook, because it’s shit and I hate feeling it, but at the moment I’m wallowing and using it a an escape.
But even though these negative thoughts kill me, I know I will be stronger for it tomorrow. Shit always passes, and although this issue defeats my mantra (will this matter in 5 years?) I know that everything will always be okay - and I have myself to thank for that.
